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Big Bang....

Big Bang..... my new obsession
its kinda hard to have an obsession when they're Korean and your American of Mexican descent. but thats how it is i guess. at least the lovely Youtube has a ton of Big Bang videos that have English subtitles. if they didn't i think i would probably die. and since Korean is one of the hardest languages to learn for the average English speaking person, i dont think i'll be learning that anytime soon.
why oh why can't America have good music. i mean we have rap (i hate it and its stupid and mostly disgusting), pop (soooo not my kind of music), umm theres country (its ok. but just.....), what else... rock (like it, love it, but its starting to be blah), and so many other types of music. but no matter how many music genres there are here in the USA i cant seem to find any that i can just fall in love with... and in walks my obsession.
Big Bang.... they have the voices. they have the looks (for those who likes Asians, and i love me some Asians), they have the style, they just seem to have everything that i like. not sure what you would classify them as, but whatever the genre they're in.... i like it :)
in the order i like em:
T.O.P

TAEYANG

G DRAGON

DAESUNG

SEUNGRI (i think thats how you spell it :])

So there they are! i love em!!! i'll probably post a TON of pics from different places. if i remember where i got them from, than i'll credit them
T.O.P, Taeyang, and Seungri pics : http://www.myspace.com/bigbang_aut
Daesung pic : http://ibigbang.wordpress.com/
G Dragon pic : http://www.soompi.com/forums/index.php?showtopic=259114&st=15800 (on that page, not sure who posted it)

Annabel Lee - Edgar Allan Poe

It was many and many a year ago,

In a kingdom by the sea,

That a maiden there lived whom you may know

By the name of Annabel Lee;

And this maiden she lived with no other thought

Than to love and be loved by me.

I was a child and she was a child,

In this kingdom by the sea:

But we loved with a love that was more than love —

I and my Annabel Lee;

With a love that the winged seraphs of heaven

Coveted her and me.


And this was the reason that, long ago,

In this kingdom by the sea,

A wind blew out of a cloud, chilling

My beautiful Annabel Lee;

So that her highborn kinsmen came

And bore her away from me,

To shut her up in a sepulchre

In this kingdom by the sea.


The angels, not half so happy in heaven,

Went envying her and me —

Yes! — that was the reason (as all men know,

In this kingdom by the sea)

That the wind came out of the cloud by night,

Chilling and killing my Annabel Lee.


But our love it was stronger by far than the love

Of those who were older than we —

Of many far wiser than we —

And neither the angels in heaven above,

Nor the demons down under the sea,

Can ever dissever my soul from the soul

Of the beautiful Annabel Lee:


For the moon never beams, without bringing me dreams

Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;

And the stars never rise, but I feel the bright eyes

Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;

And so, all the night-tide, I lie down by the side

Of my darling — my darling — my life and my bride,

In her sepulchre there by the sea,

In her tomb by the sounding sea

16 random things about me

1. I want to believe I don't care what people think about me, but I do

2. I want to travel the world, but lack of money and worries hold me back

3. I collect pandas

4. I sometimes feel like I would have been better off without all my "friends" from the different churches I've been to

5. I love the color black, but sometimes I get depressed just looking at it

6. I have a mother-type personality and sometimes it holds me back from doing things

7. I still sleep with a stuffed animal by my side :D

8. I could probably live off Chinese food for a very long time

9. I looove the strawberry Smirnoff things

10. I like the Jonas Brothers even though they're for like, 12 year olds

11. I heart Kevin Jonas even though I say I like Joe Jonas better

12. I sometimes wish I could be more out-going than I am, but then that thought scares me somehow

13. I wish I would've told him that I liked him, even if it turned out he didn't like me back

14. I cry for the littlest things because I cant seem to let it out for the really big stuff

15. I would love to take a photography class, or something in fashion, but I'm too scared and I worry to much to actually do it… and no amount of reasoning will make a difference.

16. I wish my faith was stronger then I tell people it is

im not much of a writer.
i can rarely keep a journal.
i've never really been able to write my thoughts down.
theres just way too much happening in my mind for me to be able to put into words. but ironically i've decided to start a blog.
dont ask me why, dont ask me if i'll even keep it up.
i might do this until i get bored or i might be so faithful to it, it kills me.
but for now we'll just say that i'll try.
i'm not sure how i'll use this.
maybe i'll just put random pictures up or maybe i'll just try and put down my thoughts.
who knows if it'll be about fashion and makeup or just about my everyday life.
whatever its about its mainly just for me.
if someone wants to read it than they're welcome to, and if no one but me ever reads this than thats perfectly fine too.
i guess for now thats all i have to say.
i'll just sign off now and i'll see you when i see you :)